This Is Actually Happening
145: What if your best friend met a tragic fate?
Dec 17, 2019 · 41 min
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“I’m the kind of person where I like to know answers. I don’t like secrets I don’t like surprises…I really want to know what brought him to that. I really want to know why.”

Producer: Whit Missildine

Editors: Nigel Coutinho, Whit Missildine

Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, explicit language

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Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper

Music Bed:  “Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie

Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro


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