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ds #229 inner child advocate

sleepy ramble about how we miss the origin of the audacity of children and we often miss the mundane and parental ways we can build our relationship with our inner child. not a professional tho so don’t mind me.

ds #228 how you engage

i understand the reality dating and marriage shows are very entertaining and i’m happy for you if you watch em tho.

ds #227 obstacles pt 1

idk i haven’t listened back to know what it’s about

ds #225 attitude dude

ds #224 (tw: language/SA/ableism) i’m tired

i do speak about assault, homophobia/transphobia/racism/ableism. i’m tired and i know it’s not even like i do enough, i’m just tired

ds #223 the slap (ig live)

it’s literally not even our business. i don’t mean to minimize the layers in this issue, like colorism and patriarchy and racism… but this is how i see it for now.

ds #222 | trees & life

i was supposed to be reading

ds #226??? the best time to learn korean is now

bruh….. why am i so bad at this 😂😂😂 more episodes coming soon

ds #221 hazards, rain & screaming

drive safely & responsibly please. i’m yelling, it’s raining, i accidentally called hazard lights blinkers

ds #220 thank you & reflection

thanks for listening.

ds #219 no shot shorty

you can’t peer pressure a real nigga

ds #218 to do or not to do

i talk about doing things while i do things like make dinner

ds #217 brick & water pt 3.

bajillion dollas

ds #216 i cried, it was not sexy

ds #215 brick & water pt 2

we go all over the place, like literally good luck keeping up fam. the truth is complicated. my/our/the truths. i get mad so.. be prepared.

ds #214 brick & water pt 1

we have a guest tonight 🥳 you can find candace on the interwebs @candacerogue / @501rogueland - we talked about the artist way and cackled at our own jokes.

ds #213 | mumbling about the matrix

so sleepy. get in we're going timeline jumping

ds #212 bio elitist check-in

language warning: it gets raunchy. 🤷🏽‍♀️ i tried to google bio elitist before i hit publish to make sure i wasn’t using the phrase completely wrong and it’s basically not even a thing, that’s how bad at being victims yall are. embarrassingggggg!! i’m going in on this one i come for the pasty, horny-for-robot type mf and the churches that are obsessed with the gays all y’all are LOST! i say some pretty terrible things though so consider yourself warned.

ds #211 commercial from hell

between this and “don’t look up” i’m over it.

ds #210 changed my mind

it’s ok to not have a perfect explanation, it’s ok to follow the inner wisdom

ds #209 integration and such

all of it is here, so all of it must be blessed/welcomed/acknowledged! - so many people i need to get y’all hop to, i’ll update the show notes and add something to the officialshmay website real soon.

ds #208 drawing ramble - two steps to change

make space & apply the fundamental preparations for the new thing. i was too lazy to stop podding while i was on live

ds #207 moths, the end of days and other distractions

i’m deflecting from an existential crisis, i’m happy to admit that rants about men and society are easy targets when i am at a loss for words to describe my existence. not sponsored.

#206 lunch ramble

chaos chaos chaos & a balanced meal. i am happy!

ds #205 forms r not gravity

not f*cking with forms g

ds #204 relationship rethink

if i’m an airplane, right? idk. rambly ramble. i know it sounds insensitive, but i think connection can be practical

ds #203 discipline

pls excuse my morning voice. redefine terms for yourself and re-examine what you need to do.

ds #202 biases & apnea

sleepyhead by henry nicholls is a genuinely entertaining and insightful book. i talk about sleep apnea, cataplexy, bias and fat-phobia. my dog comes in for the final sign off.

ds #idc subjectivity rage

don’t be an idiot

ds #201 happy trap?? fungi??

i forgot to hit publish

ds #200 airport thoughts pt 1

imagine thinking humans are the most intelligent thing around or that there’s no “magic” to anything

ds #199 know your mirrors

simulations are a way to experience what is. a mirror is a simulation. the people and experiences you engage with are mini simulations to declare and “rediscover” what is (or who you are).

ds #198 awareness garage ramble

the self if just a simulation based on how we think a human would feel

ds #197 sleepy but unattached

ds #196 sleepy simulation

ds #195 i am actively uninterested in your feelings about me

idk idk blah blah blah v sleepy. y’all r not afshdhudndke

ds #194 can they at least pick up litter

be useful!!! if u won’t be abolished be useful until we figure out how to do that!!!

ds #193 like vs want

choose enjoyment over desire & attachment! and notice where you have desire and see what you can work on to have a less possessive or lack-centered view. books mentioned: 1. Aware by Daniel Siegel M.D. 2. Solve for Happy by Mo Gawdat 3. ??? (pending. imma have to relisten)

ds #192 trauma for what

if you think “you should traumatize your parents if they traumatized you” is a good suggestion block me back you ‘murrica a$$ b!tch. obviously gunna use bad words and talk to you straight. prepare yourself i’m sick of it. - also visit the shop officialshmay.com

ds #191 where is the shame?? (story time)

now i gotta decide between churros and peace of mind you should be ASHAMED OF URSELF. ranty-ramble, enjoy

ds #190 i’m high maintenance + churro fail

so i’m both high maintenance and materialistic but not in a way where those things could ever out-leverage my logic & natural tendency to be difficult… u know? ✨✨✨✨✨ also go shop officialshmay.com please, my shirts are funny and 25% of profits are going to a donation for the Disibility Visibility Project (founded by Alice Wong). learn more on the site ✨✨✨✨✨ idk if hashtags work but let’s see #ramble #highmaintenence #dating #churro

ds #189 u r here

radical self acceptance is the key if you really want to move on from your current self. "im on my way" no you are not you are just now getting out the shower quit it! theres nothing wrong with where you are. you are already there. the good news is you want to go be somewhere else. in short, stop waiting to ask for directions until you get womewhere else

ds #188 where u from

ds #187 noticing > cringing

yareyareda ze (good grief in japanese according to googles) - its giving rom com main character before or at the beginning of the montage of improvement! like ur rooting for her but she is definitely not at the finale and be falling on her ass a little

#186 messy distracted heat

oh boy, we talk sun and size and heat and entropy and change and babies and math. good luxk

ds #185 juneteenth n being urself

i recorded this hella late on juneteenth and while the production is straight cheeks, the message is real. enjoy, ily

ds #184 honestly present

ahh shit here we go again, that’s right i’m back to being mindful n intentional what’s good

ds #183 intimidation & churros

think piece based on a very non-threatening, innocent-enough comment from a lonely man.

ds #182 untitled

untitled ep. content warning? pain? idk

ds #181 vague ramble

sometimes i’m just here to keep it going but i’m always here for the real life experience and philosophy

ds #180 “if a man did that”

you dont fucking care. and if you do, act like it this not a game.

ds #179 set the tone

what are you preparing to get more of?

ds #178 self induced mania

ds #177 sexy, luxury, safety

i tried to tap in, but the body keeps score you know? correlations are made, points also were made. lots of yawning also

ds #176 wingstop

is it traffic or is it a vibe

#175 attributes n traffic

you gotta get out the comfort zone manually before you get yeeted out the comfort zone

ds #174 full moon conflicted

lettuce pray i make the right decision and don’t look dumb?

ds #173 there’s a loan for that

smells like a trap ladies and gentlemen, also it’s fuck the pilgrims these ways

ds #172 love thy self

judgement traps and other performative rituals

ds #171 stabilitea

micheal singer came for me so you gotta hear it too

ds #170 fractal walk n talk

another walking adventure!!! and we discuss what fractals can do for you

ds #169 pod, interrupted

what's important now tho? and why did this take 4 tries

ds #168 the usual dilemma

how should i know how to even be selfish the right way

ds #167(?) i am happy

ds #163 balance (informal)

duality is an experience, balance isnt a destinations. i will revisit this.

ds #162 emotions r like kids

ur the boss not the baby! (disclaimer i do not know what its like to have kids yet (praise God) so these metaphors are just metaphors. bear with me)

ds #161 no more rachels

can we collectively agree to stop making yt women who exploit or fetishize blackness... famous? can we stop giving that show any views? im begging you. its old.

ds #160 random mess + harambe

ion know im just here so i dont get fined

ds #159 WALK N TALK ADVENTURE (bugs & content)

this is a masterpiece tbh. we got bugs, content, construction, margaret, metaphors, rambles, pennies, loud, hills.

ds #158 | telling on myself

i should b sleep.

ds #157 | dementia diet

shit is rigged i tell you!!!!! damn u dociety!

ds #156 | 30 years old

“why did we believe things matter more because we achieve them before 30?” listen i just wanna get to be myself before i die idk fam

ds #155 | ur ruining it g

stop calling it being woke and start just wanting to know the truth about reality????

ds #154 | relentless?

is micheal being micheal worth micheal being micheal?

ds #153 | bugs & ego

i really be taking nonpersonal things personally and ive decided to stop doing that. wasteful! haven't decided to stop running when i see a wasp but im ok with that. it keeps me uoung

ds #152 | leavemeloneee

yes another men rant, i'll stop making them when yall stop bothering me

ds #151 laundry ramble

start that thing

ds #150 its giving pre-suffrage

"we as women are being told that we can have whatever we want and" go to hell 😂 this is not a safe space if you a maid get outta here go hide behind somebody's balls cause i gotta say something.

ds #149 contribute, its easy

its rly not about you making shit into a business or becoming famous for creating content. its just about creating your own content just to contribute to what everyone else sees. youre an original.

david allen is one of my fave old yt men thought leaders. heres one of rge most basic pieces of the GTD method

ds #147 5 days a week

a hefty conversation. lets chat about how the problem is not that the weekend is too short. that right there is the sound of people who are being exploited.

ds #146 consequences

following up from ds #144 bc yikes

ds #145 objective soul

s/o dr demartini

ds #144 boundary breaches

disorganized analysis of boundaries and why setting & defending can only go so far. consequences are required for the full benefit.

ds #143 tweet 4 u boo

give up the template tweeting, you sound silly. own your wheeled backpack memories and speak for yourself

ds #142 intuitive knowing

i just know when its time to get out the jam. scorpio/sacral chakra tings 🤷🏽‍♀️

ds #141 ur embarrassing me

the richest person on the planet pays you $16 and you mad cause finally the govt will recognize $15 is the minimum wage needed to live. go awf babe

ds #140 dreams do come true

you dont gotta be ready, you just gotta accept

ds#139 it is what it is

you got it boss

ds #138 my natural skill

if you didnt think hard about it pls go away. if you dont want my opinion leave me alone. if you dont care about being intentional get out my face.

ds #137 endings

leaders accept reality

ds #136 fear, cycles & mumbles

idk man join the pity party. when im tired i just kinda flop around so i bet the audio will be chaotic

ds #135 quantum field ramble

i love it here but also i would like to be excused from thursday

ds #134 taoism tings

theres a time for that homie, and the best part? you can only really handle one time at a time so boom

ds #132 new body

you not too young for shit. show gratitude for your body by doing what you can for it *voluntarily* today

ds #131 each part of you

all of the pieces of you are you and we all need to find the balance between leading a community and letting the community kill itself.

ds #130 bizness blues

charging people money is so strange, but we move!

ds #128 zone of genius

theres a reason you naturally gravitate to certain tasks, invest in that.

ds #129 babies, uteruses & death

i am rly not tryna even hear that "i gotta pay for dinner" shit

ds #127 their free will

you cant keep telling yourself you control other people. have u not seen the Dark Knight?

ds #126 u dont hate TSR enough 4 me

either you lying to me or yourself or both. lets discuss the duality of cardigan backyardigan's tweets.

ds #125 hateration

hate exists, hate can be healthy and "hating a person" is dumb.

ds #124 baby body loyalty & stufd

check out "the body keeps score" by Bessel van der Kolk if you bad. (side-side-side note: i dont like yawning)

ds #123 time flies

slow down there buckaroo

ds #122 references

go beyond yelp reviews and algorithms. ask old couples about their relationships. ask people who have started over what they did. ask people who have good taste what shows they like.

ds #121 leave that baby alone

i think folks are too comfortable. get some standards people. you dont get paid money to tweet (just attention)

ds #120 nate robinson

you may have a concussion AND your L has now become a cyber bullying topic. thats tough buddy.

ds #119 nonsense morning chit chat

idk man, hope yall doin ok

ds #118 resistance is futile!!

a very distracted ramble. warning: my stomach growls at the end of the episode.

ds #117 age is butta #

ds #116 so what

go buy 2 Black Nerds merch right this instant!!!

ds #115 routines & rituals

what if you had a formula, the same way in inception there's a totem, that could anchor you to what you want even when your brain is being sabotage-y

ds #114 how (good) are you

you’ll only know how good you are if you try your best for a considerable amount of time

ds #113 are you the moon?

before you ask if you should take them seriously, make sure you've taken your own orbit into consideration.

ds #112 take the stairs if you can

you would think an able bodied, highly privileged human would be less inclined to judgement and a lack of gratitude. you dont train yourself to be compassionate by never sacrificing comfort. you dont move towards a socialist/less capitalist society by being selfish with your own money. you dont appreciate your youth by doing everything you will be stuck doing when youre 80. take the stairs with me.

ds #111 wokety woke woke

ds #110 the brick wall

listen to the nudges. sincerely, someone who's experienced some brick walls

ds #109 rollercoaster revelation

if u suck and u care, do something about it. it'll be ok

ds #108 data points

hello!? scientific method people!?

ds #107 facial expressions

sometimes i just like to double check.

ds #106 job description

if my goal is to fail less, i need to start somewhere so i can learn more, get wiser, etc..... my job is to create enough movement to receive feedback and then learn from it. lets get to work then.

ds #105 i guess its ok

overwhelm. but make it fashion. idk man, just one of those rambles.

you cant just run away from the ax wielding murderer. you must run towards safety and help.

ds #103 pour it up

hows ur cup looking beloved?

ds #102 anita & afterlife

this too shall pass. also, we dont deserve smino.

ds #101 yay soreness

it is my honor and delight to report that my cheeks are indeed aching. love it

ds #100 toxic useless opinion litter

are you critiquing megan on the internet because you think she'll see it and it will be helpful? or are you ignorant and annoying? or??

ds #99 disease vs disorder

ok boom, so youre aware and accepting... dont stop there!! i am not licensed for any typa mental health or doctorly nothing. im just talking.

ds #98 jealous of men

yall rly are yalls best friends and that's tight. have an open mind :)

ds #97 living will

i like surprises.

i know, its corny. but hurt ppl hurt people.

ds #94 this is crazy (tw: death)

cw: i talk about death and i cry. whatever.

ds #93 thru the wire

cw: gross. moral of the story: its important to live and take action instead of making hard things any harder than they have to be by judging your current situation.

ds #92 examine emotion

once you start acknowledging and feeling your feelings the next step is to properly examine them and not be bossed around by them or spoil them

ds #91 celebrity or corruption

what you tweet about matters. at least balance out your bullshit by using your privilege. #EndSARS #EndSARSNow

ds #90 details (low quality ramble)

i do not recommend this one, but moral of the story is details.

ds #89 flowers r mid

"here i brought u this living thing that someone else grew and beheaded and i spent money on them and now i want you to have them while they die."

ds #88 blacktober whitesavior

listen man... at least bring your one black friend

ds #87 work with what you have

we gotta start somewhere america 🤷🏽‍♀️

ds #86 contrast ramble

this is such a chaotic unclear talk, but i believe in you. find a nugget of wisdom. or whatever

ds #85 pray ?? i

ds #84 do the thing

thanks for 3k listens kids, thats rly nice of you. you minus whale subscribe

ds #83 choosing

that word is spelled silly. anyways, lets talk about choice and fear

ds #82 who said "though" should be spelled like that

humans r sooooo funny

ds #81 pedestrian/fan bs

its not that s3rious, i probably have done some similar thing... but i had time today so lets rant.

ds #80 i challenge you

to stop putting lol in every message when you know your face is stale as heck in real life.

ds #79 hater pollution

if u carpool with other haters u still a hater and u still polluting the earf

ds #78 a reminder

s/o past me for using the notes app man, thats clutch.

ds #77 blatant injustice

this makes me sick.

ds #76 "can i get a hug"

halloween gotta be cancelled right?

ds #75 quintessential

the word of the day

ds #74 leave good reviews

s/o izzy in south carolina and s/o essential workers dealing with insensitive people

ds #73 i feel u dawg

feel them feels, but feelings are not facts! if u get a papercut dont burn a ream of paper, get a bandaid, hydrate and lotion more often. heal ur stuff and regain perspective

where do you go when you dont know where to go?

ds #71 momentum (babies)

can u even believe how we all grew out of cells inside a human. go listen to dropout philosophy episode 3 from 2019 for more of me saying the word babies.

ds #70 sober thoughts

unscripted and unorganized reflection on 2 years of being above thee influence

ds #69 anti-santa household

exCUSE the voice 🥴 but just my thoughts on so-called saint nick

ds #68 suffering

a bathtub ramble about human suffering and such

reality is messy and eats other peoples lunch out the fridge (but u didnt hear that from me)

ds #66 chaotic tower

im still going through it so

ds #65 eye am uncomfortable

lean into the anarchy, yes? you might relate to something.

i truly cannot believe this is my life and i am responsible for engaging with it and somehow some way things will keep happening that make no sense and.

ds #63 live with it

idk what i said so figure it out

ds #62 codependent oak tree

its messy, but its good. listen up lil seed, its oak tree time baby. lmao... what am i even saying. just listen to the podcast

ds #61 revenge ER

ur not funny if ur only funny when joking about violence and shit. ❤️ plus i give you scorpionic advice for extendo revenge

ds #60 until then

ds #59 healed enough to be human

if you dont have a sturdy foundation of love within yourself, you wont be able to continue to be a human in 2020. its so rough out here so please do what you need to do. work on your relationship with yourself. LISTEN to ur emotions and be kind, notice what theyre telling you. then go heal it. u gone be stuck with ur humanity till the wheels fall off so make it comfy in there.

ds #58 sad mumbles

happy to be myself. but i am currently experiencing sad. haven't even processed the global events i am sorry

ds #57 joel poor ramble

this one is chaotic, good luck.

ds #56 kobe and you

how will people describe you when youre gone?

ds #55 the adhd test

two bands? two bands???

a tweet by @lyssa_a

ds #54 triggered

shit do not be funny. r kelly jokes for all these years while no justice was served. harassing megan. breonna taylor MERCH???? its not fun trying to keep a wound from being infected when its continually reopened before it can heal.

ds #53 not mr. songz

screenshots been shared. booties been ate. racial slurs been slung.

ds #52 p.s. its about you

yikes! a messy addition to the previous daily shmay

ds #52 shower spider

i sung love faces to a spider and am now qualified to talk about boundaries? lets go!

ds #51 magic words

poof. disappeared. evaporated shmay. gone girl. peace out girl scout. missing in action. outta derr.

ds#50 give an inch

a very chaotic way to tell a very short story.

ds #49 awareness type beat

the untethered soul has a few fabulous points that are worth grinding past the pretentious vibes. loneliness and other tings

ds #48 made it home

grateful. very grateful.

ds #47 with or without you

u know the vibes! once again i am asking you to get on the right side of history before history gets made. once again i am questioning why mfs who probably couldnt build a bear at build-a-bear workshops are giving instructions. mercury must be in leo darling

maybe its just me but i want to have some direct control over what i leave on this earth. imagine if nobody knew i thought about quantum physics bc i never talked to myself bout it on a podcast. if you dont wanna publish your stuff, go stan Black content! preferably non-problematic, non GOP stuff

ds #45 left sock, left shoe

shake things up

ds #44 radio ramble

ok brace urself we talking time and entropy and subatomic configurations and radio and death and consciousness. ready go.

ds #43 WAP (uncensored)

shut up, shut the hell up. and pls keep my podcast away from your kids

ds#42 bias balance

failed or failure?

ds #41 customer service calls

s/o Jeff 1 & 2, Keisha & Nate. these folks may not know they've impacted me deeply, but they have!

ds #40 i've been distracted

alexa play do it by chloe x halle. come, lets have a monotone chit chat about a pattern ive observed. act like you belong in the bad bitch club so you can come kick it with me, my soul, ur soul, God and flo milli

ds #39 "ADHD is" STFU

bruh i cant take no more

ds #38 hack the cycle

so much is going on in the world, learn to direct ur energy

ds #37 post nap whining

sometimes i wanna be bad

ds #36 the 5g conspiracy

aht aht aht, dont get defensive. get curious please.

ds #35 sleepy gibberish

theres a point buried somewhere in this episode, i am tired

ds #34 grey matter & postmortem

before and after. i dont know what to say. you'll wanna adjust the volume for the second part.

ds #33 spend it wisely

you can tell im out of practice speaking outloud because of all the "ums" and "you knows" 🤢 the material is there so deal with my humanity.

losing kobe, breonna, george, naya, pop smoke, a man i follow on twitter, delaney

ds #32 coonye 2020

misguided ass fools

ds #31 unpacking the tl pt 1

so much. love on bw today. im tired.

ds #whatever what is worse than the truth

consequences of censored schools, yt guilt and intentional ignorance. this didn't go as planned but thats life. excuse quality, decided to go live on DP instagram and record at the same time. go look up shit stop hiding.

PSA to non-black ppl at this time.

rest in peace george floyd. if you think you get to tell people how to feel youre insane.

ds#29 avoid or create

not choosing is a choice against the natural way of life.

ds #28 her bffs killed ahmaud

someone who had the #1 song in the (world?) spends their rich person free time creating a safe space to be worshipped by white supremacists that live in their moms basements. ITS NOT OK. people are DYING. fuck doja.

ds #27 stan culture side effects

cancel culture is just the evidence, the crime is stanning. and lets be honest, did we think doja was flaw af and using black culture? fasho, did we think she was a mascot for alt-right online chats???

ds #26 the magic sandwich principle

go be your bossed up, glo'd up, best self... and see what happens. focus on playing your role and being in the right movie. leave the rest of the sandwich to the magic ight?

ds #25 clown stans

yall legit let snitchn9ne come out and get a top record, ludacris is rapping about r.kelly, who does any of this help

ds #24 s/o charles

i dont *hate* y'all. i just dont want to deal with y'all. somebody go wife up my bro charles

ds #23 feedback

"asking for the feedback i'll give it like janet" x h.e.r.

ds #22 doing good

God is mad resourceful. do you and mans will find a way to use you in a miracle

ds #21 self exploration ramble

"im organic, not organized. im informal, not incompetent." - Caroline Wanga

ds #20 its not a problem

word to shannon sharpe. enjoy this quote from Designing Your Life by Bill Burnett & Dave Evans

ds #19 america deserves tr*mp

ok hear me out... (well unless you are allergic to recognizing privilege or trickle up accountability or angry/fouljbut its late. its a long ramble. get what you need out of it. and treat this shit like you want fonald dump to treat it.

ds #18 i lowkey asked for this

it was mel robbins definitely NOT mel gibson. anyways, how u holdin in there bud?

ds #17 personal constitution

do what you gotta do as long as you dont hate beyoncé

ds #16 thank you for 1k listens

thx u for tuning in. new DP guest coming soon ❤️

daily shmay #15 ???

ds #14 smoothie queen

i got upset at some vinyard vine tweens outside a smoothie king. this is all over the place but most of it needed to be said in my opinion.

daily shmay #13 CAN I PET DAT DOG?!

a social studies lesson based on my trauma, cmon itll be fun.

daily shmay #12 recipe for self worth

its a time where hope and loge and faith might not be common in your headspace or the people around you. heres the recipe for self worth, i didnt include a few things like not hurting other people, tolerance of others, discipline, dealing with co-dependency, leaving old behaviors... because you can start positive without attacking the negative

daily shmay #11 corona pt2

the NBA, God's sense of humor & your infected offspring.

daily shmay #10 brokest in the room

i challenge you to get in contact with two people you admire at a high level, and to start walking the walk while you're at it.

daily shmay #9 corona

what is being afraid solving hmm?

daily shmay #8 cta

wheres gwen stefanis milkshake recipe, i need to round up a few fellas for some survey/study ish. find dropout philosophy on twitter to see if you're eligible to contribute your ideas. im tired

daily shmay #7 sidewalk talk

how many times have you walked the same path let alone the millions of people who have before you? what about all them skin cells dawg 🤒

daily shmay #6 pray for them

daily shmay #5 go get a library card

stop sleeping on libraries man, brand new audio books, e book downloads, you can check availability online, extend rentals online.. its poppin! its a free thing and it will help keep libraries open for those who need this resource so go get a card. join the cool kid club.

let me curve you dude 🤦🏽‍♀️ "shooters shoot" but that doesnt mean you arent out here full on brick squad.

daily shmay #3 dont deny the vibes

you have never been still in your whole life

daily shmay #2 is it wise though

we might want to steer clear of proclaiming whats right & wrong. we see the evil that large groups of good people allow to occur when using such an egoistic and binary frame of mind.

daily shmay #1 gratitude

no shame in creating a setting or experience to trigger a certain emotion, we do it all the time anyways. get intentional and see what you can do to trigger gratitude today.

Ep. 007 | Dating & Dining

was it really a steak sis? is it time for tupperware?

Ep. 006 | Fear Factor ft. Tyler Riley

F*** Them Fears Dude Listen to Tyler Riley of NUDE: The Podcast About You chatting with me about how she takes on fear as a content creator, an HSP and as a young black woman in a new city. Let's talk about fear in a new way. Fear doesn’t need to be spiders, snakes and public speaking. There are fears we are given, fears we create and fears we discover along the way. Today Tyler and I look at our lives and how our relationship to fear and action has changed. Follow & Subscribe to Dropout Philosophy on Apple Podcasts | Spotify | Anchor Special shoutout to Tyler Riley for being Dropout Philosophy’s first guest and a huge supporter. More on Tyler Riley, the host of NUDE. Nude: The Podcast About You is a beautiful ode to embracing vulnerability, authenticity and courage to live our best lives, no matter what we’ve been through. Nude has Twitter & Instagram is available on Apple Podcasts | Spotify | Anchor | More major podcast outlets. Follow/Subscribe! Check out Tyler’s full bi…

Episode 005 | Mac N' Cheese Monologue Pt.2

Part 2 of the Mac N' Cheese Monologue. Let's talk about the impact of offering your mac just anywhere. Before you bring your mac to the market, have you done your consumer research? What are you even looking for when you offer mac n’ cheese in the most general, public settings? Rejection is a part of greatness but the environment makes all the difference. While I have personal beef with being offered mac at the gym, it’s more than that. Certain settings are not shot shooting appropriate and I’ll explain why (through a series of almost unrelated and chaotic examples). Plus a SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT! We've got our first guest coming up on Ep. 006

Ep. 004 | Mac N' Cheese Monologue Pt.1

This is a rant. I have used the delicious, widely sought after dish "Mac N' Cheese" to represent a wide range of offers, requests and experiences, all based in positive feeling or attraction, but not always wanted. This is Part 1 of a 2 part series. Enjoy! Warning: Rant includes super thicc use of metaphor and (without detail) mentions violence.

Ep. 003 | The Truth Is

Join me as I tell you the truth! I had to bust some myths for myself and you might need to as well. Today, I'll talk about the truth about creativity, the tortured artist, careers (did y'all see how Twitter put Meek Mill in touch with that aspiring producer? Helloooo!), therapy, complaining and why you don't need to be understood. Finally, I'll wrap up with a story, let you know what's coming next and as always, we'll close out with some bloopers.

Ep. 002 | Setting Intentions

Episode 002 of Dropout Philosophy is here! We are going to get real intentional with setting intentions. Intentions can help you honor your purpose, guide your growth and get to know yourself. Let’s talk about how to set healthy intentions, why you should and of course, stick around for the bloopers. Enjoy & don’t forget to give me feedback on the episode via email, social media or commenting on officialshmay.com

Ep. 001 | Things Don't "Just Happen"

In the first episode, let's tackle a concept we should have left in 2018. Theres a cause and effect to everything, even if you can't see it. Use coincidence to your advantage and you just might see more bunnies in your life.